Firsts

I thought apple safari backstabbed me in the face my deleting this post. So i wrote out a powerpoint slide for today because I was too lazy to rewrite it. But turned it was saved as a DRAFT. Thank the gods. Oh my god. My day is saved.

So here is the original.

I'm not sure about today. Just went shopping at DFO for the first time, had first Hot star chicken which was really good and went out at a korean resturant which was also a first.

Also I remembered a dream from the night which trew me in a loop. I remembered that I dreamed that I was kissed for the first time and it felt fucking vivid. Like even though I don't remember who is was, it could have been a girl or guy, where it was or how I ended up in that situation, but I was fucking kissed in my dream for the first fucking time. I remembered that I thought it was unexpectedly soft and I had never thought it would feel like this. Maybe I kissed something while I was asleep but it felt like lips? Hahaha.  I hope not.

Doubt my first real kiss would come anytime soon though. I don't even know any guys personally my age. Too much antisocialness. For heaven's sake, I don't even go on tumblr anymore, I just fangirl alone. 

I guess the dream came from reading orange marmalade then the kiss almost happened and I was so excited about it. For now I'll just wonder what a kiss would actually be like, though i'm just embarrassed thinking about it. 

Also 12 vies are quite annoying.